Tarot it up!

Ok so this is more of a remember post for me.  I wanted to write what I did today because I wanted to remember what was said before it got too fuzzy.  A couple weeks ago Mom called and suggested a psychic fair, I said yes because of my interest in the paranormal and what harm could it do?  Mom wanted me to go because she knew about my paranormal thing and she thought maybe I could get some guidance since I'm in the world of "I don't know".  So the fair was today.
When you go in you are supposed to see who jumps out at you then get a session with them because they may have something to tell you.  If you can't figure it out, the schedulers can help you figure out who to go see.  I had to have help because I just felt that I didn't know who to choose and I was nervous. So they choose a person for me and then I waited for my turn.
When it was my turn I went up to her and told her my name and she filled me in on a couple of things like what she did, how-ish it worked, and the cards she used (by the way she did tarot readings).   I shuffled the cards, we said a prayer and I chose my cards.  First off she said I have a happy marriage and that God was behind it, the card showed my cup running over in happiness.  Then I had death, and if you did not know in tarot death is not a bad thing, it could mean someone who has passed or a change or other things, it all depends on where it is and what is going on in your life.  I also had a card that represented the husband as a knight, and my mom who was the queen of swords who worries about me, and the sun which means it's my turn to shine.  I don't remember the cards I got exactly the 2nd or the 3rd five but the gist was this:  I'm going to be successful but no career path indicator was mentioned, that I'm a giving and thoughtful person but I also know when to say no, and that someone who is away from me will mean a lot to me in the coming months/years.  I ended up getting another God has a plan for you and hes got your back kinda card.  Another thing that came up was the happy family card, but since I have no siblings and no children it was confusing for the lady.  She had me pull just one more card and I pulled up a heart with three swords in it.  She told me that that card represented burdens on my heart or worries. 
She then pulled out a deck that had animals on the cards.  I again chose five cards and I got the turtle, the skunk, the snake, the antelope, and a white circle.  The turtle meant slow and steady for success, the skunk meant that I needed to go get something for myself that makes me happy, the snake represents fertility meaning I should be very fertile, the antelope I was told not to procrastinate, and finally the white circle was again God.  She thought that it may be my choice for children and I'm somehow choosing not to at this time, that I will be successful and it is my time to shine, and that God has a plan for me that I just don't know yet.
My mom also got a reading done and she said almost the whole thing was about me.  I wished that it wasn't because I wanted her to get her own reading.  Her lady said that my mom was a worrier (duh ha ha) and that she needs to learn to say no, which I fully agree with.  She also said that my Dad works too much and he needs to relax.  That my Mom would be changing her business soon and it would be very successful, and that my years 28-30 would be full of changes and uncertainty because of Saturn being in some kind of turn (sorry I don't remember the exact wording). 
I know you may not believe in tarot or feel that it is evil but if you do some study into the topic you'll find that it really is based in Christianity.  The cards also all have vague meanings so those same cards in the same spots could have a completely different meaning to someone else because they have a different life.  That doesn't make the cards fake or wrong, it is how your interpret them.  The meaning you give them and how you apply it to your life is probably what you were thinking anyways.  Kinda like trying to make a decision between two things and as soon as you flip a coin or do eenie meenie, minie, moe you know exactly which one you want.
It's weird getting confermation or guidance like that, but I believe it.  It's a faith thing and to me it's like getting a message from God.  I mean he hears your prayers, and he responds but how often do you hear the response?  The tarot reading just reminded me that he has my back and his plan is there.  
In other news I'm making a 101 in 1001 list (101 goals to complete in 1001 days), I've been crazy bad at cleaning/organizing/crafting so I'm going to kick my own ass into getting it done again, and I'm improving my running.  I should be posting again soon with updates and pictures (yes I know I keep saying that but I really am going to get on that soon).  I'm also trying to add tabs to my blog, I just have to find a good tutorial on how to do it.  If you happen across this blog and know how, please tell me!  Thanks and cheers!