creepy bloggers

Ya know those bloggers who have all the followers that design companies contact them about and ask to design their blog. These are also the same people who have tutorials, or PDFs, or other things that are attractive.  Many times the blogs I find in my stumbles on the internet are blogs where the writer is a woman who has a happy marriage, several children, she works from home or is a stay at home mom.  You know the ones I'm talking about right?  Well how do they get like that?  Not going to lie, I'm jealous.  They are creative, usually very organized and almost creepy.  I mean it, creepy.  They can somehow clean everyday, take care of their kids and family, over plan everything, and have time to craft, redecorate their homes once a year, and have their at home businesses.
I'm feeling a bit better about how I look, currently I feel a little fat but I know I'm thinner than I was when I started.  I have decided on a theme song for my quest of faith "Well I heard Jesus he drank wine, I bet we'd get along just fine.  He could calm the storm and heal the blind, I bet he's understand a heart like mine". This song reminds me Jesus was a real guy and he doesn't expect me to be perfect.  Right now my stress levels are down, but I also don't have a job or anything to do really.  My stress levels always go up in the winter.  I will continue to monitor the stress of things.  My outlook on life is still pretty crappy.  I think people suck, the country is failing, and very little good comes out of our government.  Don't get me wrong, I think right now Obama is the scapegoat and I think he has some great ideas, but congress is acting like a spoiled 2 year old.  It's frustrating, because we learn how to compromise in Kindergarten and along the way we forget how to compromise, share, be friends with everyone in class, and get excited about the simple things. 
Last but not least what do I want to do with my career.  I really don't want to be a teacher anymore.  The thought of going into a classroom and having to deal with administration and laws that prevent teaching being done is so repulsive to me that I hate it.  I would love to get a job at the front desk of a dentist or doctor's office.  I could plan schedules, deal with people, make phone calls, put in payments and insurance information in the computer.  So right now I'm looking for those types of jobs.  I also really want to be a stay at home mom.  I know that I can't do that just yet but it's ok, I don't mind waiting too much.  Hey maybe one day I will be one of those creepy super organized blogger work from home super moms that I read about.
Cheers!